Birthday flowers at 50 and 13 (video)

Doing life: Birthday flowers, at 13 and 50, 2012, video (8 minute loop)

Birthday flowers, at 50 and 13_2012, video (8 minute loop)

Birthday flowers at 50 and 13_2012, video still

Birthday flowers at 50 and 13_2012, video still

Birthday flowers at 50 and 13_2012, video still

Total Environment partial view, Laura unraveling with style_2012, Birthday flowers at 50 and 13_2012

Birthday flowers at 50 and 13 celebrates my 50th birthday and my daughter’s 13th birthday. We were both born on the same day, 37 years apart. This video presented me with the opportunity to work on the idea of revisionism and the possibility of revising one’s own past work–a potentially fascinating way to pursue an evolving line of thought through time. I used my 2004 piece, Birthday Flowers, as the base onto which I layered other photo-based videos. The experience/content of the first video is thus enveloped and elaborated in the second one.

In this visually dense piece, my daughter appears repeatedly, in various settings and at various ages, turning in circles like a figure in a jewelry box, echoing the circling of the original Birthday flowers video. While she turns, so do other things in the other video layers–there is constant movement: the camera encircles objects and take pictures in circles in a spaces, flowers spin, the camera pans. Layers of photographs in semi transparency draw on the rich tradition of photographic and cinematic use of multiple exposures, alluding to mental dream states, unconscious and inebriated states, the inescapable layering of perceptual experience that characterizes our waking minds. My intention was to create a parallel, more personal, idea of an ever evolving “universe” of spinning and shooting bodies aligned in the space of the video and with the body of the viewer, suggesting a greater alignment through time and experience.